What is a Light Warrior?
It was five years ago that I had decided to TRUSTthat something within me was changing.
That all of the knowledge, experience as Rubi Rios was transcending and initiating a small spark within my soul. A soul I had yet to discover. It was that moment that I had realized I had been walking through life with no real sense of direction and with no absolute purpose. I was a wife back then and a mother. I was doing just about what everyone here in America does…
I was an office manager, working 9-5, going home and trying to be a good wife and the best mother I could possibly be.
The Rubi Rios then had no glow, no authenticity and no realness to her sense of character.
In fact, I walked very heavily through life carrying every grudge, resentment, heartbreak and just about any disappointing situation that had occurred to me. I lived all of that every single day. I breathed it as if it was part of my daily routine. I welcomed that baggage into every relationship, every friendship and I even allowed it to be the reason why I couldn’t take responsibility for my actions, consequences and life choices.
See, life is cruel in that sense. Where we can experience such hurt, such pain and such sadness. Instead of giving it compassion, love and affection and especially forgiveness we allow our spirits to indulge in it, we welcome it and we even psychologically allow it to feel so good, so normal, that when we don’t have these negative situations occur it’s almost like we crave it.
So one day,
I said,
Enough.
It’s time to change.
It’s time to face these fears, these disappointments and time to conquer this b**ch.
So I trustedthe process of change.
This change was absolutely excruciating. It not only allowed me to open mind, my heart and at times felt as if it was ripping my soul apart. It sounds overly dramatic, but to those who witnessed this transformation can vouch how absolutely excruciating it was for me.
My transformation, initiated by simply wanting to understand why I felt spirits and why I was this ‘bridge’ for communication to something unknown. It literally was a simple walk-in to a metaphysical shop where my mentor now, Jesse, said “You are an open portal and you need to protect yourself.”
I always refer to this moment as my Harry Potter moment because what does one do with that sort of information? And that’s how it all began.
My love for tarot, my fascination for crystals, my introduction to yoga, my healing process of becoming a Master Reiki Healer, my passion for teaching others and most of all for continuing to ‘bridge’ my knowledge, my experience and my authentic life to help those that cross my path.
All of that required one thing,
And that was trust.
I trusted every intuitive nudge, every sign from my angels, every life lesson as it came, every individual that came into my life at the right time at the right moment to better guide me.
How does one make changes in their life when they’re falling apart and they’ve hit rock bottom? A mother of three kids, no financial stability to create a foundation for her own home with her kids and in the middle of a divorce…It was the scariest life lesson I went through.
But I trustedit.
I trustedit so much because if I didn’t, that would have required me to quit. To be complacent and to settle for less.
And that’s how I became a Light Warrior.
An individual who despite of all of the letdowns, disappointments, grudges, heartbreaks, stress and having lost friendships, relationships and lovers.
That individual still rises.
That individual is not a quitter.
That individual, actually, understands what their worth is.
What their value is.
And most of all they learn to TRUST.
So I welcome you into my world of magic, a world that consists of self-love, a world of discovering who you are and to not be fearful of change.
That is what Rubi Readings is all about.
This is my platform where I will not hold back, where I will stay true to my authentic self, where I will be very proud of my process, where I will show everyone that change is good and most of all that they have someone like myself who is supporting them, guiding them and loving them unconditionally.
I am providing this space so that
YOU can see
YOUR worth,
YOUR value
And that you actually don’t have to settle for less.
And when searching for the light at the end of the tunnel that you actually genuinely believe it is an enlightening process.
In this life you will always have options.
And if at one point that option is no longer showing your worth then you simply make a change
And you trust it.